As I stay awake at night every night, cant fall to sleep, worry sick about my future. I do wish that I could turn back to the time when I'm worry-free...
As I lay there thinking of what is the next step in life that I should take... I realized I'm done with my 2nd 5 years plan. and I dont have a next 5 years plan out yet.
I never feel this unsure about tmr like this in my life. I dont have a plan to act on, I'm living on a schedule that I cant control, i dont even know what tmr looks like.
I have a notch in my stomach that causes my stomach aches, that keeps showing up everyday.
I never feel doubt about my abilities, my life like this before. Oh well, there is always a first time for everything.
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