Rời DC mà lòng thoáng buồn, rồi chẳng biết có lần nào trở lại đây nữa không. Trong suốt 3 năm qua, căn phòng đó đã trở thành một chốn đi về, một mái nhà, maf mỗi lúc buồn phiền về nhiều thứ trong cuộc sống là lại đặt vé để về với mẹ. Thấm thoát thế mà đã 3 năm...

Walked out of my building at 1am in the morning on my last day of work, finished up a 15-hour working and at least 10-12 hours standing on my feet, I cant help but wonder, What am I still doing here?
I'm tired...
all i have asked myself for the last month is whether or not what I'm doing worth every little bit it. The price that costs me follow my dream - doing what I love - is first and most of all, my health (knees) sometimes i feel is too high.
I cant have it all.

Sometime I feel like screaming ~.~

Life sometimes changes in less than a blink of an eye. Who would have known what will happen tmr. I dont, u dont, on the other hand, god does. U heard the phrase :"man plans, god laughs" all the time, but u will never taste the bittersweet of it, until u experience it all.
Oh well, things happen for a reason. And one day i will see my reason.

I cant find my energy to do everything.
Chẳng còn trẻ như hồi cách đây vài năm để thức vài đêm mà ko ngủ nữa, or even at least do the studying like I did when I studied my oral exam: went to bed at 11pm/midnight then Nghi would try to wake me up at 4am.
Hôm nay bùn ngủ đến mức đã phải uống 2nd cup coffee in the afternoon which I havent done in a long time. Then I also have to drag myself to sit outside. The weather has been warm this year and it's actually quite nice today with little breeze. I cant let myself to freak out/ or break down, I know to myself that I've been pushing me up to my limit that one more push then I will be in the freezing mode, and I dont do well (or I cant do anything at all in my freezing mode). 7days left for me to finish everything. Can I do it all? Can I have it all?