Maybe we never find the answers to our questions. Why he changes so much, how come the love got lost, how can he decide to leave the child like that... There are millions question going through my mind everyday, and my counselor today asked "maybe we will never find that answer, but how can we take care of ourselves and move forward". She also said that I care a lot about family and all, but :"keep in mind that I'm also a part of my family, and if I do not start taking care of myself, oneday thing will fall apart".
let's try one small step at a time...
